sux

SYF over le .. but still v tired .. vvvvvv tired .. hai ! exams ard da corner ..
ieem so damn freaking unlucky to mit a freaking ugly pervert yesterday ! jus feel disgusted man ! anyway .. today was boring in skool . had morning run den lessons .. den after skool went studying .. saw *him at mac . hai . we were like strangers . hopefully *he ish not offended wid wad iee replied to his msg . guess tat will be da last msg from *him too ..
today felt rather stupid fer doin many wrong things . first was to msg da wrong things to *his msg . den next was to disappoint CY . but iee reali didnt mean to reject him . is jus tat iee dunno his frens and iee feel rather wired . ieem reali sorrie . hai ! jus feel im so useless !!! mummy ish not in good conditions too .. iee reali wish she will be all rite .. losing sumone is not pleasant . jus wann to find sumone whom iee could count on !!!!!!!!!!!