it seems like ieem da cause of everything . frens drifting apart ish becos of muiee ? frens toking lesser also becos of muiee ? now it seems like ieem da evil gal goin around to "snatch" pple frens ? ya . eiuu may say ieem thinking too much . but den how can iee not think tat much whereby everything seems to be eva so true ? iee hab neva eva blamed anyone . ya maybe one . but not anyone else . iee wanted to explain but den ieem worried tat iee would be mistaken to hab some motive . one more year . iee hab to survive fer another one more year . how can iee do it ? iee reali dunno . da stares iee get jus makes muiee feel uneasy . ieem like a monster or sth tat is scary to eiuu . iee dunno wad am iee to eiuu now . frens ? enemies ? no idea at all .

crapping out some tots . ignore it if eiuu dun understand .
iee do hope eiuu noe who eiuu r . and iee guess eiuu do check up maiee blog .
pls . iee reali cannot stand da coldness we hab now .
do iee looked as if iee hated eiuu ? =((