im neither here nor there . i dunno wads reali goin on wid me . i reali wish to go back to da days where i have no worries no troubles no stress and everything which does not irritates me !! been givin myself "wake up" calls time after time . yet im still wad i am now . i have wasted da whole of my sec 3 year .

well . in da past pple often say tat fools enjoys good life . hoeva now . da world is changing . guess fools r now da real FOOLS . they r always being taken advantage of . they will neva be able to get thier limelight . now its always da beauties and handsomes and da wealthy pple r gettin all limelight . sighs ~ im goin to wave my white flag to life very soon . da world ish reali getting weird . we hab so many FREAKOS out there . we have guys turning gay . gals turning lesbians . loved ones leaving you . angels turning to devils . EVERYTHING IS JUS CHANGING ! and its reali too fast . endurance to life ? i guess tats reali hard to achieve .