"young generations these days cant take hardships", this sentence have been running thru my head again and again, all thanks to my dad. he is jus one typical man who still lives in da late 50s. though its true tat we cant take hardship but cant da adults stop pushing us to our far end? when he starts naggin and when my bro and i start to raise our voice, he would start his sentence and make us even more agitated. at time i do admire to have such a wonderful dad who brought me up wid good values. BUT sumtimes he is jus soooo unreasonable. da older he gets, da motherly he becomes instead of becoming fatherly! ooo sooo my dear ..... sigh ~
on the other hand, i have to admit tat i have been taking life far too much for granted. tots keep running thru my mind while im on bed. at times, i feel guilty for not studying well and make my parents worry for me. i feel guilty if i dun score well cos im wasting my parents' hardship to bring me up. of course i do wish to study well and earn big bucks for my parents in da future years. seeing them having wide smiles in my dreams jus makes me feel soooo contented! but wad am i doin now? i keep feeling sorry for myself for having to bumb into a jerk, im feeling lousy for not scorin well in order to make my parents proud, im not making an effort to do my revisions, im not making an effort to make myself work hard! i daydream all day, i mean who dun rite? but im not working towards my dreams. as many said, "easier said den done". well said indeed. i reali hope to work alittle sth out to make my parents and pple ard me to be proud of me.

I HOPE THUS IM WORKING FORWARD ! I REALI NEED TO !